REEF 1: for verses and bridges:

(play it softly on verses and strong on bridge)

e--------2-2---- | -------1-1----
b----2-2-----2-2 | ----1-1----1-1
g-3-3----------- | -2-2----------
d--------------- | --------------
a--------------- | --------------
e--------------- | --------------

REEF 2: FOR SPECIAL VERSE (you can play it like this)

but is better and rocker play the chords: 

        Eb minor F#M...

e-------4-4---- | --------1-1---
b----3-3----3-3 | ----1-1----1-1
g-4-4---------- | -2-2----------
d-------------- | --------------
a-------------- | --------------
e-------------- | --------------
  Ebminor         F#


VERSE1:REEF 1
my misery has enjoyed company
and although I have ached
I don't threaten anybody
BRIDGE1:
sometimes I feel more bigness than I've shared with you
sometimes I wonder why I quell when I'm not required to

VERSE2:REEF1
I've tried to be small I've tried to be stunted
I've tried roadblocks and all
my happy endings prevented
BRIDGE2:
sometimes I feel it's all just too big to be true
I sabotage myself for fear of what my bigness could do


CHORUS:
F#m     F         F#      F
fear of bliss and fear of joyitude
F#m     F         F#      F
fear of bigness (and ensuing solitude?)

VERSE3:REEF 1

I could be golden 

I could be glowing 

I could be freedom

but that could be boring

BRIDGE 3:

sometimes I feel this is too scary to be true

I sabotage myself for fear of losing you

chorus
F#m     F         F#      F
fear of bliss and fear of joyitude
F#m     F         F#      F
fear of bigness and ensuing solitude

SPECIAL VERSE: USE REEF 2 OR CHORDS:


Ebm       F#              Ebm       F#
this talk of liberation makes me want to go lie down
Ebm       F#              Ebm       F#
under the covers til the terror of the unknown is gone

VERSE4, REEF 1.

I could be full 

I could be thriving 

I could be shining

sounds isolating

BRIDGE 4:

sometimes I feel this is too good to be true

I sabotage myself for fear of what my joy could do

chorus
F#m     F         F#      F
fear of bliss and fear of joyitude
F#m     F         F#      F
fear of bigness (and ensuing solitude?)